It's been a while, a long while but I'm back!
I'm now working, finally, after years of struggling and found a job I enjoy. I'm also engaged, to a wonderful woman who understands my oddities. Things have changed somewhat, I started self harming, which was a whole new experience. I'm covered in scars on my arms and a few on my legs, war wounds from anxiety, stress, OCD, etc. Managed to bring that under control and the two years of therapy, which isn't over, has made a difference.
Going to grab the app for Blogger and do more blogging.